"wolves asleep amidst the trees, bats all a swaying in the breeze but one soul lies anxious wide awake..." ♫ ♡
shitty blogger
mel. '96. bi & latina.
infj, hufflepuff, melancholic af.
my life revolves around fictional worlds.
i stan
my main fandoms:
acotar / tog
marvel
hp
lotr
got
living different lives
currently reading:
stalking jack the ripper by kerri maniscalco
(the witcher) blood of elves by andrzej sapkowski
runaways (2017-)
west coast avengers (2018-)
beta reading work of abby thorn
feeds my soul
currently listening to:
i'm literally peter quill, cause i listen to the SAME STUFF over and over again.
but i've been replaying the most:
blackmore's night
the pretty reckless
rock classics
brody dalle & the distillers
karliene
behind the curtains
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no cause i’ve been feeling anxious and everything (especially with dorian dear lord dorian is gonna make me puke i’m so scared) anyway but i hadn’t cried tbh i mean tears in my eyes yes (god when aedion told lysandra she was useless and threw her out to the snow while practically naked it hurt me but also made me so ANGRY at aedion i was about 😤😡 i wanted to beat his ass but anyway) BUT OH MY god ….. then they’re ready to battle and they see the ironteeth approaching and aedion is like we’re fucked up we’re over and everyone is scared but THEN they see wyverns THIRTEEN WYVERNS approaching and manon lands and i cried i just I CRIED finally some help for them finally everyone getting together i cried i cried i cried and if i cried there what’s waiting for me in the next chapters?

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nestacherons:

someone: *stands next to me* h-

me: *don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it

don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it

don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t say it don’t sa—*

me: what if i tell you what the rock and darkness and sea beyond whispered to me, lord of bloodshed? how they shuddered in fear, on that island across the sea. how they trembled when she emerged. she took something—something precious. she ripped it out with her teeth. what did you wake that day in hybern, prince of bastards? what came out was not what went in. how lovely she is—new as a fawn and yet ancient as the sea. how she calls to you. a queen, as my sister once was. terrible and proud; beautiful as a winter sunrise. nesta. nes-ta. how the wind moans her name. can you hear it, too?

nesta. nesta. nesta.

what did she do, drowning in the ageless dark? what did she take?

i can’t believe it’s been two years since kingdom of ash was released so two years since i first read the tog books…. i honestly thought well it felt like only a year had passed but time is a funny and weird thing….. so many things happened and didn’t pick up koa until literally a week ago with uni and everything i’ve been reading some chapters per night and right now i’m on chapter 80 i think? i just really needed to talk about it and then i remembered i blogged about my time reading all the other books here for the first time so i decided to log in after i don’t know how long …… wow

oh wow……. this blog!! i completely forgot about ,,, just never looked back huh

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